Only now I noticed.

That all I ever blog about is, what i'm feeling currently. This is another boring one.

I want to be us to be united, I don't know who is US, but I just want to be together.

I want to run away, like that kid. From problems, fear and confusing musings.

I want to sit below a tree to just look at the sky. I want to be on air. I want to fly away.

All these shadows and silhouettes in my virtual world of thinking is something I can be proud of (or should I?). I am beginning to think like Bella Swan. I hate this. (am I really hating this?) Saw that? Creepy.

So Go.

No I will not only watch TV during the holidays. Trying to make myself do something more productive of course.

See your asses after 3 months people. Remember Phobia! :D

Is this it?

Don't understand at all?

Okay, the first one describes me, SEARCHING and LOOKING for opportunities to work. Please someone hire me? Am desperately bored at home.

Secondly, i'm constantly thrown in a situation whereby there's always a stumbling block to my plans and the feeling is very much like doing grocery shopping with girls! you just want to get out of it.

I would say, put in more effort Raffi!